ysa elektra is an economist , chemist , mathematician &biologist !
start of sixth ! !
sometimes im in disbelief.
&somebdy gt me t bag i thought i wld nv hv heehee
okay I KNW I KNW , IM STUDYG HARD
nothing.
bc t hardest part of 'us' is t lack of acceptance, not of each othr, but of our families t us.
&its evn hardr, nw thr is smtg tht i cnnt confide freely in my mum. or anybdy tht cld change all of this.
bc of who we are, just bc of who we are.
im glad tht im a christian , bc it gives me a set of beliefs &values t stick t. or else idk hw i will lead my life , srsly.
cant believ im using my laptop
wait wait wait my reasns r:
.sick lik a dog &in t midst of dozing off due t medicine
.preparing our farewell ppt
which reminds me tht
im graduating
nooooo
its alw mixed feelings right, cant wait t be done w exams &all. bt cant bear t leav my friends. &t ppl i cant bear t leav r j1s , bc i knw whoevr my gd friends in j2 will stickwme until aklsdj
well we'll see abt tht, life js likes t kick you in t face &shove dirt into yr mouth
k k sick = blabber fit
bye mwah.
me: mum am i weird?
mum: its good t be diffrnt.
thts so encouraging heehee
&im so gross im lik slpg in cream nw cn, i cant believ i managed t put cream on all my rashes
&i rly feel lik havg some chicknwings nw, urhggg
bc t test of time is a good one, &its good t knw tht t last 4 mths of my life hav been worthwhile &its only getting better
&i lost weight im 43.8 nw heehee
not evn t scorching heat or lame infections or unidentified rashes cn dampen my mood
mwah
hahahah omg tday's t first day of F1 !
it doesnt feel lik F1 last year has been very long ago.
sadly im sick, so il go on sunday instead! i cant miss this :D
for most of t time , i can try v hard t ignre tht im silently screaming fr you.
but yknw i am &sometimes i want t scream &nt js hear echoes.
&im nt emo! its js alw whn i need an outlet i come here.
smtg i rly hate is being shrugged off.
study>>>whtevr fck